Yesterday, a coworker asked me about my good memory. "You always know the answers, how do you remember it all?"
Thinking to myself, well I continue to try hard not to catch Covid.
Out loud because saying the "C" word at my job is considered political and I need to keep my job: "Oh I just write everything down."
Later in other meetings, two different people responded to my questions by referencing something totally different than what was asked. I had to gently tell them that I'm talking about something else. "Oh, I'm just a little foggy today," was the gist of each of their replies. "Allergies probably," they added.
Today, I went to a cancer hospital for my annual post-cancer checkup. I wore my FloMask respirator. I had a KN95 in my pocket just in case.
No one was masked. My doctor asked if she should mask for our appointment, and when I said yes she put on a poorly-fitted blue surgical.
"Are you sick now?" she asked, looking at my FloMask. When I said no, she said, "Oh, just for protection." As if it's strange for a cancer patient to want to avoid getting sick, even with something other than Covid which has been shown to potentially cause or accelerate cancer. As if dropping the mask mandate at a cancer hospital was the right thing to do.
How do I keep my brain functioning, when other people are struggling? And why would I want to work to stay healthy? It is such a mystery.