okay so @phdlife - i need to brag about little steps into the right direction right now.
I just finished organizing a .doc in a formated way. This doc includes different single .docs i had before, my commented expose notes and literature ideas. I also finished updating my #citavi structure -s o both match now FINALLY.
Boring stuff, my creative brain is tired but proud.
so now i can continue writing my "method." chapter, that needs to be done the 30. of November, argh!